The Part Where You Felt Lost
Here is where we take them deeper into your truth, so they see their own.
There comes a point where you look around your life and think, “How did I get here, and why does it feel like everyone else figured it out but me.” You want to move. You want to grow. You want to start something new. But every time you think you are ready, the doubts get louder.
You scroll through social media trying to find inspiration, but all it does is make you feel behind. You compare your day one to someone’s year five. You tell yourself you will start next week, then next month, then when you feel ready. But you never feel ready. You feel tired. You feel unsure. You feel like you are carrying a weight you never signed up for.
And the truth is, you probably are.
Nobody sees the nights where you sit alone replaying every mistake you ever made. Nobody sees the tears that fall when you feel like you lost too much and have no idea how to rebuild. Nobody sees the part of you that wants a fresh start but feels guilty, scared, or overwhelmed to even try.
This is the messy middle of your life.
The waiting room.
The in–between that feels uncomfortable but necessary.
And if you are here, reading this, it means you are trying. That alone matters more than you think.
If something inside you stirred while you were reading, turn the page. You are not done yet.
There comes a day when you realize you were never actually lost. You were overwhelmed. You were carrying too many expectations, too many opinions, too many fears that were not yours to begin with. When you finally set those down, even for a moment, you begin to hear your own voice again. That voice is the one you can trust.
If you feel stuck between who you were and who you want to be…
If you wake up with a heaviness you cannot explain…
If your dreams feel close but your confidence feels far…
If your life feels paused even while you keep moving…
This part of the journey belongs to you.
Feeling lost is not failure. Feeling lost is the doorway to change. It is the quiet pause before clarity arrives. It is your spirit gathering strength for the next version of you. You are not standing still. You are collecting yourself.
If you want to understand this feeling with softness instead of frustration, Messy Beginnings will show you how to move through it in a way that feels honest and steady.