If you are tired of watching your own life pass you by, then stop sitting in it.
No more waiting for clarity. No more blaming timing.
No more convincing yourself you are not ready.
You are not stuck. You are avoiding the work.
These editions are for the ones who know damn well they are built for more
but keep choosing the same small, safe life.
This is where that ends.
Your beginning is not polished. It is not organized. It is not comfortable. It is messy. It is loud. It is right in your face.
And if you want something different, then stand up and build it.
No one is coming to do it for you.
These Are the Four Messy Beginnings
These editions are the heart of this rebuild. Each one is being created in real time, shaped by what I am learning, living, and working through right now. They are in progress. They are evolving. And you are welcome to walk with me as they take shape.
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Nobody tells you that the hardest part of rebuilding your life isn’t the work… it’s standing in the middle of your own mess, trying to take the first step when everything feels heavy, blurry, and out of order.
**This Edition is now available
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One day you look at the life in front of you and realize it is too small for the person you are becoming. You feel the tension, you feel the pull, you feel the knowing that you cannot stay who you were and build what you want. You are caught between the old you that played it safe and the new you that is ready to take up space.
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Nothing is more frustrating than knowing you are meant for more but standing in the same spot because you are scared of choosing wrong. You feel the pressure building. You feel your patience thinning. You feel your ambition pacing inside you like it is ready to fight. Standing still is no longer an option.
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You reach a point when surviving loses its appeal. You are tired of repeating the same days. You are tired of shrinking your goals to fit your circumstances. You are tired of dreaming small so you do not disappoint yourself. You have been knocked down, but here you are, still on your feet. That is not luck. That is refusal.
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Before I tell you what else is coming, I want to tell you why.
These editions are not worksheets I decided to make. They are pieces of my rebuild as it is happening. They are shaped by the nights I am still fighting through, the mornings I still have to push myself forward, and the moments I am still relearning who I am and who I want to become.
I am not creating these from a place of having life figured out. I am creating them from the middle of it.
And while I rebuild myself, I am also learning how to build a business the right way. Not rushed. Not pressured. Not the quick hit version the internet sells. I am learning the grounded, honest, step by step work that holds up when everything else has fallen apart.
Before these editions are ready, there is something important I want to share with you, because it is the one thing helping me put the pieces back together. Built in The Mess would not exist without it.
There is so much I have had to relearn on this journey. I did not just lose my footing. I lost myself. I lost my mind in ways I never want anyone else to feel. Starting over was not a choice. It was survival.
I had to rebuild from the inside out. I had to relearn how to think, believe, trust, and create again. I had to figure out who I was when everything I knew had been stripped away.
In the middle of all of that, I found an education that changed everything. It was not hype and it was not noise. It was real. It was honest. It taught me how to build a business with integrity and intention. It became my compass. It helped put my mind, my confidence, and my purpose back together in a way nothing else had.
It also gave me community. People who want more. People who are becoming more. People who reminded me of who I could be even when I could not see it myself.
When I look back at who I was, I can see how far I have come. This compass is one of the reasons I kept going. And if you are rebuilding your life or your business, this is the first step I would place in your hands.
THE COMPASS
THAT
HELPED ME REBUILD
This is the place I would tell you to start.
Built in The Mess is growing as I grow. I am creating each edition in real time while rebuilding myself and my business from the ground up. Some of what is coming will guide your personal rebuild, and some will support you in building the business you want. Here’s what you can expect as this branch continues to take shape.
What’s Coming to
Built in The Mess
• Messy Beginnings Editions
Raw, honest, guided editions created from the middle of my own rebuild. These editions are designed to help you rebuild your life and your business with intention and grit.
• PDFs You Can Actually Use
The “Where The Hell Do I Start” and “Who Am I Now” editions will be released first, with more to follow throughout 2026.
• Tools for Your Rebuild
Prompts, worksheets, challenges, and simple systems to help you stay accountable and move forward.
There is still more to build, more to grow, more to shape, but this is where we are, and I am proud of this beginning.
La Tierra Luxe, Somos Juntos, Built in The Mess, Gracefully Feral… every branch is rooted in what I survived and who I am becoming. Each one exists because I chose to rebuild my life piece by piece.
If you are here now, you are stepping into the foundation of something real. Thank you for being here while it is still forming, still growing, still rising out of everything that tried to break me.
And know damn straight I am going to tell you about that mess, write about that mess, and show you exactly how I pulled myself out of it.
None of this is finished, but the fact that it is even here means more to me than you will ever know. If y’all understood the heartache, the trauma, the grief, the anxiety, the depression, and the absolute mental hell I had to walk through just to reach this point, you would feel the weight behind every word on this page.
For months I learned and unlearned. I messed up. I started over. I doubted myself. I rebuilt things I later tore apart and tore apart things I later rebuilt. Nothing about this came from having life figured out. It came from refusing to stay down.
Standing here now, finally having something to show for all of it, feels overwhelming in the best way. You are not walking into the mess. You are walking into the proof that I kept going. The proof that I did not quit when everything around me was falling apart.
