If you are tired of watching your own life pass you by, then stop sitting in it.
No more waiting for clarity. No more blaming timing.
No more convincing yourself you are not ready.
You are not stuck. You are avoiding the work.
These editions are for the ones who know damn well they are built for more
but keep choosing the same small, safe life.
This is where that ends.
Your beginning is not polished. It is not organized. It is not comfortable. It is messy. It is loud. It is right in your face.
And if you want something different, then stand up and build it.
No one is coming to do it for you.
These Are the Four Messy Beginnings
These editions are the truth of this rebuild. I am creating them in real time, right in the middle of my mess. Nothing is finished, everything is in progress, and you are welcome to follow along as each piece comes to life.
Where the Hell Do I Start?
Nobody tells you that the hardest part of rebuilding your life isn’t the work… it’s standing in the middle of your own mess, trying to take the first step when everything feels heavy, blurry, and out of order.
Who Am I Now?
One day you look at the life in front of you and realize it is too small for the person you are becoming. You feel the tension, you feel the pull, you feel the knowing that you cannot stay who you were and build what you want. You are caught between the old you that played it safe and the new you that is ready to take up space.
Show Me Where to Go
Before I Spiral
Nothing is more frustrating than knowing you are meant for more but standing in the same spot because you are scared of choosing wrong. You feel the pressure building. You feel your patience thinning. You feel your ambition pacing inside you like it is ready to fight. Standing still is no longer an option.
I Am Still Standing,
Now Let’s Build
You reach a point when surviving loses its appeal. You are tired of repeating the same days. You are tired of shrinking your goals to fit your circumstances. You are tired of dreaming small so you do not disappoint yourself. You have been knocked down, but here you are, still on your feet. That is not luck. That is refusal.
These editions are not just worksheets or PDFs I decided to create. They are pieces of my rebuild. They were born from the nights I did not think I would make it, from the mornings I had to force myself out of bed, from the moments I had to relearn who I was and what I wanted from my life.
I did not create these from a place of having life figured out.
I created them from the middle of my mess.
And while I was rebuilding myself, I also had to relearn how to build a business the right way. Not the rushed way, not the pressured way, not the “sell at all costs” way. But the grounded, honest, step-by-step way.
There is something I need to share with you before the editions are ready the thing that helped me put the pieces back together.
Because without it, Built in The Mess would not exist.
Before I tell you what else is coming, I want to tell you why.
THE COMPASS
THAT
HELPED ME REBUILD
There is so much I had to relearn on my journey. My mess was not “pick yourself up and keep going.” I completely fell apart. I lost myself. I lost my mind in ways I never want anyone else to feel. Restarting was not a choice, it was the only option I had left.
I had to rebuild my identity from the inside out. I had to relearn how to think, how to believe, how to trust myself again. I had to reinvent who I was when everything I knew was gone.
In the middle of that, I made myself a promise. If I ever got even a fraction of my mind back… if I ever felt that spark again… I would build something that helped others do the same. Something that showed people that rebuilding is possible, even when it feels like your life has burned to the ground.
And part of that rebuild came from an education that was different from anything I had ever seen. It was not hype. It was not empty motivation. It was not someone telling me to hustle harder. It was real. It was honest. It was built with integrity. And it taught me how to build a business the right way.
This was not just a course to me. It became the compass that helped put the pieces of my mind, my confidence, and my purpose back together. It allowed me to learn at my own pace, revisit the lessons, and apply them in a way that made sense for where I was mentally and emotionally.
It also gave me community. People who want more out of life. People who are becoming more. People who are building businesses and futures with heart and intention. People who reminded me what was possible even when I could not see it myself.
There are days when I feel like I am not as far as I should be, until I look back at who I was last year. I have come further than I ever thought I could. And this education, this compass, was one of the biggest reasons why.
Built in The Mess is exactly what it sounds like, something being built right in the middle of the chaos, the healing, the rebuilding. And I want to give you the same compass that helped me find my way back.
If you are trying to rebuild your life, your mind, or your business, and you need something steady to hold on to…
This is the place I would tell you to start.
Built in The Mess is growing as I grow. I am creating each edition in real time while rebuilding myself and my business from the ground up. Some of what is coming will guide your personal rebuild, and some will support you in building the business you want. Here’s what you can expect as this branch continues to take shape.
What’s Coming to
Built in The Mess
• Messy Beginnings Editions
Raw, honest, guided editions created from the middle of my own rebuild. These editions are designed to help you rebuild your life and your business with intention and grit.
• PDFs You Can Actually Use
The “Where The Hell Do I Start” and “Who Am I Now” editions will be released first, with more to follow throughout 2026.
• Tools for Your Rebuild
Prompts, worksheets, challenges, and simple systems to help you stay accountable and move forward.
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None of this is finished, but let me tell you… the fact that it is even here means more to me than you will ever know. If y’all understood the BS I had to walk through just to get to this point, you would feel the weight of every single word on this page.
For months I learned and unlearned.
I messed up.
I started over.
I doubted myself.
I renamed things, rebuilt things, scrapped things, and tried again when quitting felt easier. This is not the result of someone who had it all figured out. This is the result of someone who refused to stay down.
And standing here now, finally having something to show for it, feels damn near overwhelming.
You are not walking into the mess.
You are walking into the proof that I kept going.
The proof that I didn’t quit on myself when everything around me was falling apart.
There is still a lot to build, a lot to grow, a lot to shape… but this is where we are at, and I am proud of this beginning.
La Tierra Luxe, Somos Juntos, Built in The Mess, Gracefully Feral… every branch is rooted in everything I survived and everything I am becoming. Each one exists because I chose to rebuild my life piece by piece.
If you are here now, you are stepping into the foundation of something real.
Thank you for being here while it is still forming, still growing, still rising out of everything that tried to break me.
And know damn straight I am going to tell you about that mess, write about that mess, and show you exactly how I pulled myself out of it.
This is where it finally starts to come together.